But it's only when I sleep
See you in my dreams
Got me spinning round and round
Turning upside down
But I only hear you breathe
Somewhere in my sleep
Got me spinning round and round
Turning upside down
But it's only when I sleep
 
Interlude... Are you having fun? Chos! Hahaha! Game for my next post.
 
That day that I post the previous post “The Untold Story”, my angel, visited me in my dreams, again, after a very long long time. Siguro he’s trying to tell me that “stop the guilt, stop blaming yourself, shit happens. And remember what I taught you? Always look at the bright side of every story even how sad it is” (si mr. Brightside kasi yun e.)
 
Ayun, gabigabi nanaman sya nasa panaginip ko na parang it’s so real na parang he’s just beside me. Errr. Syempre nakakamiss lang kase hanggang panaginip ko nalang sya nakakasama. Pero di naman nya ko sinusundo. No worries .Haha! as far as I can remember sa dreams ko, he’s always telling me that he wants me to be happy and live the life as happy as I could. Sabi pa nya, di man ako yung first love nya, pero ako yung last love nya until his last breath. Tapos nagising nako, naiyak nanaman ako. Hahaha. Lagi pa nya ko sinasabihan nung buhay pa sya “oi iyaking bata tigilan mo na pagiging iyakin mo, sino magpupunas nyan pag wala ako sa tabi mo” SYEEEET! Hirap ng ganto. naletgo ko naman na sya pero syempre parte na sya ng buhay ko. Siguro nga some good things will never last forever and those good things will be part of your memories nalang, and yes, he will always be my sweetest memory. 
 
 
Huy angel, tama na, ano ka baaaa? Tama na muna kakadalaw sa kin, di ba ko mabait kaya mo ko dinadalaw? Haha! Tama na muna, namimiss kasi kita. Di ka naman nawawala sa kin e, ikaw first love ko diba? Hehe. Ange, gusto ko din maging masaya habang andito pa ko sa mundong ibabaw)magkikita pa naman tayo soon e, per not as soon as now. Miss na kita, wag ka muna dumalaw ha. Medyo mahirap e))alam mo namang attached akong tao. Pero as promised papakabait ako habang andito pa ko)
 
 
There were times na ganito lalo na pag malapit na anniversary namin papakita yan sa panaginip, since nasa mama nya yung urn nya at wala ako madalaw na puntod, ipagtitirik ko nalang sya ng kandila. 
 
i wanna dance and love and dance again ))
Posted by averylljoyce on March 23, 2020 at 09:58 PM | watchathink?
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